CC and Internet on mobile

Dear CC,

I found a similarity between CC and Internet on Mobile.

Recently i have no internet connection on the mobile....

In my rountine journey, i have access internet always.....and sometimes i rarely used it......

Until now, i found that although i not always access the internet, but when i encounter some happenings in my life, access Internet is a necessity.

I miss the time when i have internet......and the internet still exist, but i cannot no right to access it lu....

You know if i haven't try Internet, i maynot know how Internet is so so vital to me....

I now miss Internet always, I still can feel Internet every seconds....I love Internet..


CC , please try to replace the word Internet into CC.

Automatic

Dear CC,

This is my 70 blogs.

This year, i admitted that i have show less written expression to you.

I am sorry about this sceneario. But i think i have reason behind.

First of all, our communication is stable. Not much volatility these days, we already strike a balance on our way of communication.

We choose to keep on sharing on the time we have. So email or blog or SMS communication become the secondary communication vehicle.

Secondly, maybe our love affair tuned to another stage.
I can say it is a step up process. ( is it good?)

We do know each other very well. As we know, we kept on updating each other just on two aspect. Our happenings and our schedule ahead.
For our happenings, it is a lag issue, and we will root to another memory upon the wordings is coming out from our mouth.
For the schedule ahead, it is a leading issue, it is for knowing our next communication schedule.

Although it is very routine, i still pay much attention on that, and i am seriously enjoyed it.

My another step up stage means that we can just use some routine or daily data/information to access each other''s heart.

We dun actually said i am unhappy, i am disappointed, i am tired/ exhausted...and we already can give the right reaction to others still.

It can refering to my title "automatic". why i say so nei.

From the FAMA programme last night, i heard that the two guys had problem on their love issue, and ah 6Wing had a phrase concluded. " A real love came natually, and no problem will be raised when real love appeared"

When i heard what he said, some tears filled my eyes, I certainly know what he means, and i am happy that he can concluded it......but i cannot......."

Also, when i heard that u want to travel with your mum, i automatically search for you and yr mum today when i click on the internet....

I just know i care u more than myself...Quoted you one phrase for what i heard from TV last night.
It is the difference between friends and lover.

For friends, to protect you against any sickness or injuries just afraid you will get bad feeling when you get hurt when i failed to do so.

For lover, to protect you against any sickness or injuired just afraid you will get bad feeling or suffer AND i will also get bad feeling and pain when you suffer.



Kindly hope that u live better.

每逢佳節倍思親

Dear CC,

This is the first day of Year of Tiger working days, these day without you, my life actually still runs. I have many activities ahead.....to fill up my schedule..

But when i am free,,,,many moment.. i will think of you.....

I will think of your nose, whether it is out of order or not....
You have enough clothes or not....
You have good food to eat or not.....
You have settle the weather or not......

But anyway,, u already have someone who cares you......

When i backed office, surrounding me is you,, the ting dong, the food....your writing....your biscuit, your lipstick.....all all alll.....haha

Feb is running half lu....
Still have ten more days to go......

For this title, 每逢佳節倍思親, the 親 means you to me....although we have no true and real relationship,,,,but when i go to visit friends or relative,,,,i always imagine the one who beside me is you....

But suen la,, i need to back to reality la..hahaa.

I have no this image before...anyway la....

Hope you get happier and happier....healthier and healhier.....

DT

Happy Valentine

Dear CC,

We came across 2 year of valentine...

As in the last year, we have no chance to meet, but this time it is much better, i can hear your voice......although it has something happen, my heart already felt very warm..

This year, i haven't prepared any special stuff to you, i just sent a card to you... to represent my way of love to you...

When the timing come, i will give you the present you want....

When i think back last year, as in my memory, we two are not so so so so so familar, just a puppy love, so it is so strange that we separate for five days,,,it is really a challenge or a real test..

When you back, I naively think i will get your warm voice or warm greeting. But your cool response really frightened me,, really. I naively thought that you not love me anymore...........

N it is natural gei... because we just believe that we only have a month to try to together...hahaa From yr explanation afterwards, you mentioned that you have nothing to say to me........

haha. u dun need to ask my happenings...because i everything already sent you a email to disclose all my happenings...and the korea stuff you cannot share with me.....so so sooooooo

I just remember....i have cried and cried some day after you back. But although it is already a history,,,,i still remembered clearly....

To conclude.......if i knew in advance u love me so much......something maybe changed.....

DT