Computer Festival

Dear CC,

Today Last year is the Computer Festival ("CF"), in the deep morning, i am day off as usual, and you backed branch as usual.....

I went to CF to check out a monitor for my sister...
When i walked uphill to the bus-stop, i saw CC's SMS, it is about i am no need to work, can sleep longer............haha

Then i phoned you and ask you whether you will join the CF, and we finally dated. It is lucky that you have no dating on the Sat afternoon.

Actually before i met you , i really already bought a monitor and a memory stick.....haha.

Then we ate at a Japanese restaurant.. and we backed toe the CF, it is very crowded..

N i remembered we had short distance between us...I nearly could taste your hair.....

In my brain at the time, i just thought if i can hug you,, it would be perfect........

hahha. Our dated finished around 1500, and you phoned me several times and you mentioned to me that you seemed in the MTR..........

Wei wei... I love you .......

DT

eat tea afternoon 2008

Dear CC,

We had our first date on Nov, because of lehman issue.. because of simmy...

We met at the street corner near the training centre, I remembered you dunno the location, but at the first date, you can hide your inability of finding location to meet.

Also i remembered that you said you saw me......before I went down from office..

Anyway, i met you successfully at the street corner,, i know i feel fresh for your look. because i just met you the third time for your casual look.

To start our topic, first of all, i suggested to eat at normal tea restaurant.....
but u said you would like to eat cake...hahaa

ok fine,,, luckily, i have preparation,,,, then we went to the cake shop,,,near the harbour..

Our conservation is about your job role, how to deliver document to simmy r.. how is your job in your ex-branch....ahaha

The time passed fast,, and it finished at 1800,,,,,,,
Our finished phrase is funny,, i asked you where to go.........
You just said you need to go to shum tak .....and no state what reason................

I said again,,i ask where to go ....and you just said you need to go to shum tak ONLY.

That's all for our first date.

P.S. CC can you find out when we eat tea...u seemed told me before.. but i forget to record down.

砵砵車啟動了

砵砵車啟動了, 近來我們的相處很不順利,, 希望砵砵車可以幫助我們啦..
都係dt錯,,但我心總不平靜

我知道了兩樣野,,

一, 原來我不開心你都會感染到...
二,原來我不開心, 點安撫都無用,,雖然我知道是善意, 但傷口是要自己先可以治療好..

識你的第二天

Dear CC,

I have made a call on the second day to Caxxie, I reserved the seats for you two....

I have cut my hair during my leisure working time, you two arrive late.

And luckily, you two found me and sat beside me......hahaaa.

Although we have one seat apart, but we still talk occasionally, just two to three time.....

Your response is cool.......and i have been laughed by CDO and ah LEX, they said me that i am too shy to speak....and too unfamiliar with you,,and cannot sit beside you,,and only sit with her colleague....

In the break, i saw you have went out the classroom the first day from the begining of the break and back late, i try to go downstairs to meet you, but ......the fact is you nearly remained at the classroom thoughtout the break......

My friend described to me that yr friend kept on staying there......oo my god.. miss the chance to talke again......

Anyway la....

Cool CC, with notes on her hand,,,just a typical bank girl... but .............( to be continued)


DT

未識你的一晚

Dear CC,

Actually i have no idea on the night before i met you.

Although our met was scheduled.....

I mean we two MUST meet each other for business reasons whenever.

But i am thinking whether the will 上天monitor when we will meet.

Because,,, i think, when we first meet, the love story is started.

From i briefly watch your CV in S bear's office, and also from Mayxxxa's wordings,

I just know you are a 80's and worked in BEA.....

After your arrival in SSP, I am quite lazy to spend time on you...( i seemed heard your voice once or twice on phone)

I just went to yr branch 18 days after your arrival.......but 18 days , it is a small amount of times.

If i met you 1800 days before,,then our love story will......

Anyway, thanks 上天 gave us a causal meet last year tomorrow.

DT

Very strange feeling and indepth emotional encounter 2

Dear CC,

HOw are you, really long time no touch with you.

4 Oct, i alone until 1800 when i wake up, time keep on running, my heart and my mind kept on freezing.

I can totally imagine what is your feeling when you alone in the past. The feeling is hurt. really hurt.

ANd i know why you shut down the phone during my last few days of ShangHai. Although it is hurt,, but the feeling really strange, and it is memorable.

And i know why you no response on me during yr alone time, because the brain always think and think and dun want to do anything.


I just sat on the sofa, whenever i move my eyeball to different stuff, all the picture is you.
All the image in my brain is you. and the clock kept on moving, the time moved quite stable..not too slow. not too fast.......

Luckily, a CHow Sing Sing's film broadcasted on TVB, he still beside me.

When i closed my eye, i will dreamed of your wedding scene. When i walked down the street, your pengium like walking style surrounded me again......

When ...and when.....and when............

And i remembered that you spoke to me in the dream, it is like i am acting a movie....it happened twice.....on the same day..

Sorry for my unorganised typing.

Very strange feeling and indepth emotional encounter

03 Oct afternoon.,

No morning today i just kept on sleep and sleep..dunno why my head is dizzy...........
I just can sleep..............nothing to do.

Now i back hung hom to have dinner.

04 Oct afternoon

At 03 Oct night, i went out watch football with wing hang friends around 2300, and backed home at around 0330,,,,,

The MTR service opened 24 hours, i travelled back Tsing Yi alone,,,i miss you much and want to phone you or SMS you.....

You know i have no idea on when is your BIG day,,i already continue two night dream of your big day night la.........it is very 辛苦,,

Whenever i am quiet, whenever i am on bed,, when i closed eyes, you appeared at once in my mind and i cried in the dream for three times.......

My heart feel very 無奈...

and after two days, my heart become 麻痺..because no solutions..

6 scenario of love missing feeling

Dear CC,

I have catergorized four scenario in the missing feeling.

1. both not change the feeling, both still think the half is consistant.
2. both not change the feeling, but A or B think the half is inconsistant.
3. A change the feeling, B think A is consistant.
4. A change the feeling, A think B is consistant.
5. Both change the feeling, A think B is consistant.
6. Both change the feeling, both think others is inconsistant.

You know ma, I always have the second scenario.
But when the time passed, i changed to the first scenario. ( it is the point where you mentioned our bond is very tight)

But now, what stage are we nei..

hehe

CC . I love you.

思路

Dear CC,



In the begining of our love affair, i found that i always lag behind your thought. You feeling will always leads me ..both happy or sad feeling.......



I am interesting and think for a long time for the reason behind, until i got your letter regarding to the MOBILE.



From the mobile letter, i kindly noticed that actually, you really always think of me.



The mobile indeed is a good vehicle to be tasted our text, image and our beloved songs....



N i can imagine your finger always pointed to the keys and refresh what happened surrounded us....



Upon this point, i know why you always think ahead of me, it is because you have more time to generate some new findings or new thought.. i know you always thinking of me at your idle time, maybe in the sofa, in the bed, orrrrrrrr....

And these days, i am much free and can think more of you always. to taste your feelings, to miss you, to smile at what happened before,

At street, i will think of you when encountering some of the stuff that related to you.

So , to conclude, our way of thinking towards our love affair is the same, but the pace is different all the times depends on our availablility of thinking.....hahahaha.

Anyway, again, I LOVE YOU.

Three heart

Dear CC, three heart may represent our three stage of love.

First stage,
20081219 to 20090219
Second stage
20091219 to 20090719
Third stage
20090719 to 20090919

It is quite special that we can encounter the difference in each stage,,the feeling is special and memorable. Not a few words can describe accurately.

What is our next stage nei... again time will prove everything for us.

We know god or some power will guide our way,, you are right, let the time go.............

Thanks you CC

失落 Part 2

Dear CC,

I know you have a question on your mind, given my dating history, you must be defined me as a flower heart and romantic person.

hahaa... it is a good guess.

To be honest, who dun want to be a girl that live forever ga/???

First of all, i explained to you my living rationale, (maybe you already familar with, as i am not a person that hard to deal with right)

For the first girl friend, it is merely a puppy love, the puppy in my sense that i never seemed to care abt and look after and treat girl well........So in the first two years, it is my time to explore girl,,,,, but to be honest,, when the time and the culture kept on changing,,,,i learned from all of the daily life and found that i and she is not match.......hahaa.. that's it.......

You may ask why............... it is just beause .you cannot simply just argue all the day... just because some of the sequence of the wordings, some of my action or .......maybe i dun want to settle all the stuff with her.... so that's all..kaakkaaa..


For the second girl friend, she was my angel.....i like what of her stuff,,,,from the experience, i know how to give other's safety , i learn to listen, i learned to care, i learned to spare time,,, but ......hahah....my angel thought that i was one of her relatives.....and betrayed me...but i can resist her.....but just for one time.......

For the third girl friend, we two started very fast,,,,,and I can said i need a partner in my life and i have a new house......a new life......She came in a good timing, and her background also make her attractive, her independence. her way of thought, her job knowledge.....hahaaa

But all the process came in a express way,,, but given my intelligence,,, i digested her with a short time.......and found that no spark remained...........maybe this quick affair should be ended....

But given my personality, i will not dumped a girl without a good reason...



What i got from them nei.

For the first one, i learned how to control my temper, l learned how to sort all the stuff in other ( greatly improved my study progress). I learned how to respect their family. . i learn how to look after a girl,,,,,i learn how to say words.......and to be honest... i did all the stuff in my kind heart.

Fir the second one, i learned how to smile when seeing her... i learned how to study seriously. i learned how to think at other's position.. i learned how to have a good sex.. i learned what is meant by subjective thinking. i learn the importance of responsibility.

For the third one, i learned what is art,, i learn the compeition between man and woman, learned how to lie.....



For you............i learned a little.. but i did a lot.

1. Use my true heart,, but not to disturb your life.
2. Be honest all the time.
3. Did as it said it from the mouth
4. Have a good memory to you ( it is merely from feelin only , it cannot be learned)
5. Create a little bit surprise.( perform in a good way is romance, perform in a bad way is mo liu)
It is merely from my feeling only..
6.Dun show tiredness at you... even you are tired. ( it is merely controlled by my feeling only)
7.Be a scheduled person....
8. Be a person that the knowledge can cover you..( i just can cover your a bit in many aspect)


DT

失落 Part 1

Dear CC,



We both enjoyed our post-typhoon day,,,,We lived like a real couples...



And I have one points to mention, i am quite frustrated and touching when i brought you home.



You know ma, your day is come, and i feel so so frustrated,,,,



because seemed i just borrowed you from a library, and the return day is soon approached, and i must return the book as the other will buyout the book.......



I feel frustrated,,,,....we try to put all our energy to this affair, to this resultless affair......



The case is complicated,,, i choose you not because of just feeling, just your outlook, your outfit, your family background, your character or sex....



The point i choose you just to give you some kinds of protection, safety and happiness, i know i can do it..and in a long run....we have a great picture. And the point is i love to do it.



We have no longer childhood, given our indepth experience and logical thinking, we dun like short term relation,,,,,but the situation is I entered into a library, you are the book i loved...



To own you,, i just can keep on renew,,,,,or just steal it.... I just can choose the upper choice as i dun want to break the law...



So the return day is approached.. .............. can i renew it still?



DT

Any checkbox still unclick?

Dear CC,

I have checked out some secret file, i found something interesting,

Dating aspect

In the dating file, i think we did almost 100%, all the activities, trips, movie, share happiness ,sadness, trouble stuff, sport, watch sunset, walk beach, watch me play soccer, lesson together, single k, and happy meal x many times.........hahahaa

Couple aspect.

In the couple file, i think we did almost 100% including my dreams.
um,,,,cooking foods r,, enjoy DVD at home r, sing karoke at home r,share all the stuff r, to try to cure your illness r, to do massage r, to kiss r, to touch r,, and to xxx r,,,,

But still, the most importantly,, i haven't do some 孝順 stuff to your mother, except just gave her some pills for the muscule enhancement. As i know, you treatment to your mother is the best, i also want to share this stuff with you.

I know your present personality is come from your good personality from yr mother. So your mother must be a good person to respect. I know if i respect your mother well, the feeling is like i treat you well because you will feel the happiness also.....

I think on the other hand, the reverse is true. I also do the task which followed by mother's advice and route, so if you treat her well, so i will enjoyed too........

One thing also miss out, we have not sleep overnight,, but nearly talk overnight both on the phone and in On Yam.......

如果你要我揀多次,,我都會行呢段難..
你話呢段算苦戀ma? 我只可以說我未試過咁甜既野...

DT

悶熱地看天下

Dear CC,

These day really hot. These two week, in the weekend, i have not much schedule ahead..i stayed at home to escape the hot wave outside.

At home, my schedule is indeed bored to the hk ppl.

I just sat and opened a fan, and just drank water. No snack..

And just two entertainment, one is TV, another is internet.

hahaa. is it bored enough??

But this setting kill my time for 2 days...at least..hehe

When i think what is our ppl doing these day, i will prefer myself stay at home. I dun want to go to some crowded place like beach, and shopping mall. I dun hate this kind of activities but i hate ppl doing the same stuff together.


When i faced the heat wave every years, i really felt i am becoming more mature ( old), in the early part of my life, i will try some outdoor activities. but now, i dun want to go out......even go to kwai fung.........

Hope it is not my true feeling, it just the temperature is too hot for going out. You know my tap will turn on when i am on the street.......( the sweat kept on coming out from my body)


Human is like this, when facing the heat wave, they will think of cool weather, when the cool weather come, they will think of summer's short outfit...

For me, i will try to experience in every moment now. I will try to find a merit on what circumstance i am living.......because happy is a day, and unhappy still a a day..

hehee..This month , i am learning how to sit and think in a deep aspect.

e.g. I may sit in the Cafe de coral.. and watch ppl's eating behaviour. why this family dun go out..why this couple stay at Rambler Crest, why the worker work like this, this will tune my mood better..
Because my belief is every person do something must have their reason..

Let see my thought will have any modification in a deep winter.

DT

其實假設如果.........我們真的可以一起嗎??

Dear CC,

I long time no write in the blog, the reason because i always communicate with you these days..

This topic is pre-seted in a month ago, i just wonder we can be lived or worked together if no barrier between us??

Why i have this thought in my mind nei..

It is because we are too ideal in the dating stage,

We have a perfect dating time,
We have a perfect not dating time.. ( to generate a good mood of missing)
We generate surprise upon one is busy
We treasured much of and most of our meeting time.
Actually all our time is dating, no need to think ( or no future to think) the other aspect.
Actually we just enjoyed all our time.
Actually because of no future, then our belief will become no target,,,,,we did just we want.


a.It is good for dating. and ideal for a sweet date, but is it provide a good support for a long term relationship??

To answer this question, i just generate another question,.........

b.How to maintain a sweet love affair without a target...? i.e. If you drive a car, you will feel comfortable when you cannot see the road clearly?

The answer of b, the underlying issue lied on our trust of each other, our promise to each other. But the most important is the TRUE altitude towards each other... I just imagine if no truth is shared among ourselves..no love can be generated.

Truth is 殘酷..we all know this fact.
Given this fact in our mind, we indeed did a great presentation to each other.
We keep on telling the truth to each other although we not yet ask........

Like all of my ex-gf's behaviour, like yr family issue, your teeth status.etc.

We gave out our heart to each other. Like we always presented a naked heart to each other....

So our communication is very pure...no secret is kept in our mind.

Maybe our strange combination make our linkage very tight.

And this explained why i felt our combination is loose initially. The reason is i cannot share your trustiness, but we solved it by keeping talk and talk and fill up our unknown gap.. Then our linkage will become tight again.

I answer my thought towards question b.

And regarding to the question a,

My answer is lie on our communication..

I define communication has three distinct categories.
From heart,,and From behavior,From our presentation.

In behavior mode, i must treat you good as every BF in all around us.
In the heart mode, i think it depends on the attractiveness between us. If i do think we are attract each other in a great extent, then we can keep to treat each other good and the feeling can be maintained.
In the presentation mode, it is critical, the key is we can keep our lengthy conversation or not.
And can keep our variety of our communication.
Like SMS, email. phone and 3G....

I just know if it can kept....i can say our relationship will last ..

I remembered tightly that our concern is whether we will have another affair.....
This concern is not a threat,, because in the day one, with you.... i do not have space for others..

And given my personality,,,,, if i have another girl,,,,,beforehand, you will discover it in advance....

And truly speaking, if i can get you.....i certainly will not risk to the others... it is for sure..

hahaa

But we know if we can together at last,, and our communication become less frequent.. problem must be happened.......hahahaa..

But you know in this stage,, i still cannot bear " you get angry for me" for one minute...

I dun like the one i love to suffer... at least in my control..

I dun like the i love to be have alone feeling or sad....or get in trouble or get in a scenario that out of control...it is really my way of loving girl..really..

hehee..

CC again.. I love you..hehe

好情人特質

好情人特質, i didn't mean that i am a good lover, but i agreed what the author mentioned.
And the author expressed it in words. and linked with 幸福

我想自己跟許多人一樣，]在感情上都有痛苦的經驗，每一回經過努力卻發現得不到結果的愛情，會讓人無力也沮喪，所以我一直認為在愛情裡，失敗並不一定是成功之母，如果因為老是沒眼光找個好男人或好女人，累積愛情失敗的經驗，會讓自己越來越沒信心，也質疑幸福真的存在嗎？

而且我們的感情難免都會背負著過去的經驗，或錯誤的看法，比方說從小看父親權威式的對待母親，自然小孩長大後，不懂得尊重女性，或認為受委屈也是應該的。

第 一次戀愛經驗也很重要，如果你碰到一個自私的對象，在愛情裡受盡傷害，或是因為不懂得看人，誤以為自己已經很認識對方，交往後才發現對方真正的缺點，期待 破滅，因為初戀最純真，所以傷痛也最直接，如果不幸還曾發生過關係，創傷更大，甚至會懷疑自己的價值，在以後的感情關係裡，都會充滿了不安全感。

以下是邦尼威爾博士(Dr. Bonnie Weil)提供的建議，讓女生可以判斷一個男人是否有潛力成長並改變：

1. 願意去學習，並且一學會就馬上付諸實行 ( i can say yes, like the harmonica)

2. 能承認並有效的肯定你 (yes)

3. 自動和你聯繫 (yes)

4. 為了你，願意充實自己，也學習幫你充實自己 (yes, for your exam)

5. 他願意為你騰出時間，並時時遵守承諾 ( try to fulfill what come out from my mouth)

6. 你不在他身旁時會說他想你 ( Yes, even you beside me)

7. 願意參與情感上的溝通 ( yes, in the phone call, email and blog proof)

兩性關係順利發展的關鍵：

在兩性關係能順利發展有很多重要的關鍵，通常夫妻之間最大的問題通常是什麼？一方想要改善婚姻關係，另一方不願意；一方想要把問題談清楚，另一方不願意；一方看見可以改進的地方，另一方不以為然，一味否認。對方若不願意改變、改進，讓感情越來越好，婚姻就不會幸福。

所 以當你希望跟對方一輩子相守時，先確定他是不是一個願意不斷追求自我成長的人，很多人只會在嘴巴上說要改變，卻無法用行動證明，不敢真正付諸行動去改變！ 我們必須注意到自己的盲點和心理上的問題，因為人一定有缺點，跟不曉得自己弱點和問題的人在一起很危險，這意味著他不認為他需要調整。

還有一個重點是：很多人婚姻不幸福是因為配偶不能表達情感，對一個情感關閉的人，你能忍耐多久？願意敞開情感非常重要，這樣才能進入對方的內心世界，跟無法表達感受的人談感情簡直是自我虐待。敞開情感也可以說是慷慨付出情感，能夠慷慨付出愛！

具備成熟度和責任感也是必要的，有些人也許對你很好，但他們還不夠成熟。你會覺得好像收養了一個孩子，而不是一段成年人的感情。責任感不只是一個觀念而已，而是一個行動。人人都值得被愛，但不是人人都準備好要付出愛的責任。

一個人擁有健全的自我形象，他會喜歡自己，也能去愛別人。他不是為了別的動機才去愛人，他是為了想去愛人而愛，吵架也能就事論事溝通，不會認為對方在攻擊自己，兩人的自我形象越健全，你們的感情越穩固。

但兩人一定要來電才知道這不只是友誼，要不然對方跟別人有什麼不同呢？你和對方之間跟你和其他朋友之間有何差別，就是要有那種來電的感覺。就算對方一切條件都很好，但若你不愛他，就不要欺騙自己。

所謂的來電的感覺，不見得第一次見面就有，其實那通常是情慾的感覺。若你對某個人不是一見鍾情，不表示將來彼此了解以後不會被他吸引。其實逐漸被吸引反而比較真，因為焦點不是放在外表。當你跟對方熟悉之後就會被他整個人吸引。

這五項特質是你一生伴侶的重要條件，固然人都非完全，但是美好的婚姻卻不能沒有這些人格特質的條件，希望你不是瞪大眼睛找對象，也同時要瞪大眼睛檢視自己是否也要改進喔！

I love the way they say abt來電, hahhaaa.

The passage is from the web.

修養與知識與經歷

Dear CC,

In view back of my 30 year's life, i have two aspect need to be concluded.

The first one, am i in my expectation,,,,,,,,,,

The second one, is it fall in my imagination on a 30 old ppl??

The first one, when i looked back, 30 years old, in a hardware view,

I met my girl in the final year of 2x.

I have a house ( mortgage), i have completed a university course and a analyst exam.

I have several groups of friends. I have travelled to different place, Japan x 5, Taiwan x 1, Thailand x 2, Euro zone x 3.

I have watched my favourite football match LIVE for 2 times.

I have been a trainer in my company

I have changed my job, my tasks.

I have try to propose to ex-beloved girl

I have came across some wedding matter.

I have been a helper in a wedding party.

I have smoke for one time ONLY.

Although it seemed many event happening, but if conclusion is needed, i do think that not much stuff are worth mentioning.


Second part:

In my knowledge and my expectation, 30 year old boy must be experiened....
girl, car, house, travelling, wine, leader, friends, being hated by somebody, hahaha. and i do think in this age, i can do what i want....

Seemed only car i have not yet fulfilled,hhahaha


Conclusion,

Next 10 year, what will i be,,,,,maybe family is my next step, but i dun think it can be easily be obtained ..

And i do want to improve my 修養與知識與經歷 further.

Because when the day passed, my view really be changed..
I know i am changing from an active person to a moderate person.
But my brain keep moving and moving, so to gain more knowledge and extract more on experience is my way.

In these two years, maybe the current entertainment news and live news is not attract me alot.
So i seemed become outdated,, but i know many stuff is last forever, like some unique experience and knowledge and all the stuff is cycle. So i will use my time to explode more on that

My thinking in 30 is almost same as 20, but the position is changed. So it leads to my action or response towards many stuff is different...

10 years later, i think the situation will become more static, i mean not many dynamic issue i will cover....hahaha.

So to share my static time, i should learn more,,, and think more in different aspect....to be fully utiliized my life.

am i right?????

DT

訓練平常心

Dear CC,

Dunno why, in July, I have came across Wong Chi Wah and 林夕 's work.I have been trained to think at a logical way.

I mean i am already a logical person, now , i am also be logical in terms of other ppl.

It is called i will use other ppl's angle to view a single stuff. So in a single issue, i will come across many reason or many outcome.

In those outcome, i will know what is the position of every person, why he/she will make such decision, and from their decision or way of thinking, i will know the person's thought and their personality as well.

This kind of activity really improve myself a lot, in a internal espect.

I am not a person always like to think. I just perform my duties and that's all. My thinking just fall into my area or fall into the point that i can reach.

But during these month, i tried to move on , to be role playing with those character, from their news, books, encounter, happenings. .etc......

This kind of move will increase my knowledge to observe different ppl by their behaviour, as i assumed that every action behind every ppl must have explanation


In this process, my temper will improved. Because every ppl do every step must have explanation, so it is no way or not necessary to angry. It is a good way to have a anger management.

Anyway, I just want to express what my brain is going on in a very 抽象 aspect...

CC, again....hehehe I love you.

DT

人類11行為 至今仍無解

人類11行為 至今仍無解

〔編譯魏國金／綜合報導〕人類已經能登上月球，解開基因組的秘密，但有些人類行為，卻仍然讓科學家無法清楚解釋原因。最新一期「新科學家」雜誌就列出了十一種，包括臉紅、接吻與挖鼻孔。

這人類十一大謎樣行為是：

●臉紅：達爾文努力解釋為何演化讓我們說謊時會臉紅；當我們臉紅時，他人會有所警覺。然而，有些人認為，臉紅可能有助於化解對立，或藉由洩漏弱點而增進親密。

●笑：當我們笑時，提振情緒的腦內啡會釋放出來，這顯然是笑的原因，然而令人不解的是，一項長達十年的研究發現，平庸的言詞竟比笑話更具「笑果」。

●接吻：其原因不可能是遺傳性的，因為接吻並非遍行於所有人類社會，有理論指出，接吻與哺乳以及古人為讓孩子斷奶，而以嘴餵食的記憶有關，這強化了分享唾液與歡愉的關聯。

●作夢：佛洛伊德認為夢境表達我們潛意識慾望的理論，已不被採信，作夢被認為有助於幫助我們處理情緒，然而為何我們會夢到怪異景象，則未能妥當解釋。

●迷信：該慣常行為沒有進化上合理解釋，有科學家認為，人腦的設計是用來發現模式並推論因果，因此給了不理性信仰的空間。

●挖鼻孔：惡心、普遍的習慣，但為何四分之一的未成年人喜歡挖鼻孔？而且平均每天挖四次？有人說這有助於提升免疫系統。

●青春期：沒有其他動物會經歷叛逆、難以預測的青少年期。有人認為這段期間有助於在成年期前大腦的重整，或者讓人開始承擔責任前，進行行為的實驗。

●利他行為：從進化角度看來，不求回報的給予是怪異的行為，有人認為利他或許純粹出於給予的快樂，或有助於群體的凝聚。

●藝術：人類在繪畫、舞蹈、音樂與雕塑的表現或許等同於孔雀開屏，展現自己的求偶能力。但也可能是傳播知識與分享經驗的方式。

●體毛：身體長出纖細毛髮，粗硬毛髮則分布於生殖器官的模式與其他靈長類動物相反，有人推測，陰毛粗硬的原因可能與散播氣味、提供溫暖甚至免於擦傷有關。

●愛情：dunno why i love CC so much

Two touching HKCEE story

正生考生全科及格﹕我得咗！
【明報專訊】今屆正生書院有11名會考生，成績最好、考取8分的歐陽沛林激動落淚，坦言自己從沒想過能完成中五，並取得全科及格。放眼未來，他希望可半工讀重過新生，昨日他取得成績單後便馬上致電媽媽報喜：「媽咪，我得咗！」 20歲的歐陽沛林忐忑一夜，昨早嗓子沙啞，雙腳顫抖，緊張迎接放榜。他從校長陳兆焯手上接過成績單，發現應考7科全部及格，考獲8分，中史達D級，連最擔心的英文科亦及格，大男孩一度興奮落淚：「簡直沒想過拿到這張cert（證書）！」 8歲流連街頭 中三逃學偷竊 沛林8歲起流連街頭，中三開始逃學，其後因偷竊被判感化令 ，入讀正生，他花了4年時間備戰會考，試前挑燈夜讀，每天花6小時溫習，盼換來社會對自己的肯定。他最感激校長對他不離不棄，試途上一直鼓勵他。現時他獲聘為信興集團維修技工，簽下4年合約，每周到職訓局香港專業教育學院 進修 一天，他希望最終能入讀大學，效法師兄黃榮新。

苦學生揹重病傷痛考27分 疑患淋巴癌 考期伴病父最後一程
(明報)2009年8月6日 星期四 05:05
【明報專訊】荔景天主教中學會考 生石旻浩摘下3A，成績雖不及10優狀元，但他的堅毅卻令人動容。旻浩去年底經初步診斷，懷疑患上淋巴癌，他一邊與病魔搏鬥，一邊備戰會考，但命運仍要磨練旻浩，今年初石父證實患上胰腺癌，本身是病人的旻浩，每日犧牲溫習時間到醫院陪父親走最後一段路。
放榜大日子，成績優異的會考生都喜上眉梢，相約朋友家人外出慶祝，但旻浩黃昏卻要趕往快餐店兼職，幫補家計，至凌晨才可下班返家休息。旻浩身體較常人虛弱，母親和校長都不想他辛勞工作，只希望他多點休息，養好身子，曾勸他放棄兼職，但旻浩仍挺着說：「病情好輕微、沒事、沒事的﹗」
甫放榜即赴快餐店兼職
石旻浩今年取得27分，數學、附加數學和生物科均摘A級，物理、化學亦摘下B級，中文則考獲5級、英文奪4級，獲原校取錄升讀預科。石太直言很高興，「大家都以為他考不到今年的會考，即使考了成績亦不會好，因為他受到太多事情干擾了」。
石太說，旻浩去年底因胃潰瘍 入院，不久被發現他可能患上淋巴癌，由於年輕男子患上淋巴癌的情况罕見，醫生仍要觀察旻浩的情况，至今未能確定病情。正當旻浩憂心忡忡，今年初其父證實患上末期胰腺癌，旻浩在4、5月正值會考衝刺階段，每日到醫院陪伴父親，石父於6月初與世長辭。
荔景天主教中學校長盧詠琴表示，「旻浩的堅強，非常值得時下學生學習」，她說旻浩考獲27分是全靠自己實力，讚揚旻浩為減家庭負擔，沒有補習，「若非受病情影響，他隨時可奪5A」。
校長助尋獎學金 盼免辛勞
旻浩十分懂事，現時在一所快餐店當兼職幫補家計，盧校長說，為免旻浩過於操勞，她會積極為旻浩找獎學金，甚至願意私下「解囊」，讓旻浩不愁書簿費、其他雜費等，安心學業。她形容旻浩性格樂天，不會在校園多談自己的病情，亦沒有時常告假，「他還不時反過來安慰關心他的師生『有病咪醫囉，無事嘅﹗』」。
旻浩尚有一名就讀中一的弟弟，石太從事行政工作，月入萬元，石太說﹕「生活還可以。」
明報記者 蔡惠華

IQ Doctor

Dear CC,

I m also a fans of IQ doctor haa,

P.S. I love you

Dear CC,

I want to write something to you,, but too tired, and i found the description of the film P.S. i love you.. u watch watch la..

I am sleepy and will sleep now..
good night


DT


荷莉甘迺迪 (希拉莉詩韻飾) 是一位美麗時髦的時代女性，與青梅竹馬的玩伴謝利甘迺迪﹝謝拉畢查飾﹞結了婚，謝利是一位有趣但又性急魯莽的愛爾蘭人，他們互相了解，熟悉對方的一切。兩 人生活原本幸福美滿，羨煞旁人，但天意弄人，謝利不幸得了腦腫瘤去世，留下荷莉一個人，獨自面對未來。

謝利的離世幾乎令荷莉崩潰，可以令荷莉再站起來的相信只有最了解她的
丈夫，幸好謝利在離世前已作好安排，他了解荷莉會因他的離世而沮喪，所以事先預備了12封信，伴她度過頭12個月沒有他的日子。

第一封信在荷莉30歲的生日送到，並附上生日蛋糕及謝利的錄音帶，囑咐她要出外和朋友慶祝生日。之後她陸陸續續收到謝利以不同方式留給她的信，每一次她都 有一個新的體驗，有新的得著並重新認識自己•••每一封信，謝利都以一句 “P.S. I love you” 作結尾，讓荷莉仍然感受到他對她的愛。

荷莉的母親卻擔心這樣反而會令她對謝利更加留戀，更加依賴，但事實是每一封信都引導荷莉向前看，讓她對婚姻、友誼有新的看法，知道濃烈的愛可以轉化成為動力，讓她走出陰霾，在自己的人生旅途上重新出發。

希望你收到呢份小禮物

Dear CC, I have bought you a present at 31 Jul 2009 night at Tai Koo Shing. You see the package, I have a letter put inside. And i wrote it with my left hand,,,very ugly...

Do u know my Plan nei..

1. Bought a light present.
2. Put it into a telephone booth near SSP branch ( must be at deep night ). I chose the time after 1200.
3. CC will not notify it.
4. Hope that night no one use the telephone booth.
5. Inform CC about the present. But how??
6. Hope she happy when she get the present.

Preparation, find a present,,,find a place to put the present..
Evaluation,,, found a place near SSP, and you must come across it in your morning journey. But i think just more than 50% of chance i will be successful.

Until now,, i still have a problem, I directly talk on phone with you on 1 Aug morning,,,,,or just leave you SMS nei..

Problem 1, if by SMS, i am afraid you will not yet open the 9863, and if send to 968x, i am afraid you will notice it at too advance.
Solution, send it at 0800,,,,,,but it seemed CC have too much time think on the bus.......
if i send it on the bus, CC may miss the SMS.
If the present is here,,,,,, that's good.. perfect scenario,, surprise............!!!
If the present is not here, that's bad,,,,,,,,,,,very worse..and you may look this blog to get the solution..

Problem 2, if i phoned you,
If the present is here,,,, that's good, i can hear your excitement,, but seemed not enough surprise.
If the present is not here,, very very worse,,then you may say i am a low B boy........

Complicated issue..

Anyway, i drafted the SMS sin,,,
Maybe use both method la..

Try to SMS you,,,,,around 0810,,, and then ask you to phone me after the bus..........i seemed work,, i will try try..

Hope this surprise really can surprise you,, and happy all day................

Lastly , tell you i made it la.

I take minibus from Tai Ko Shing to mong Kok,, after the minibus,, i talked with you,,,,,,and i walked and walked to SSP branch,, quite a long journey, but with you..........everything become ease....then when i reached SSP branch, i stop your phoneat 0000.

I watched the telephone booth for around 10 minutes,, and then i went to the booth to stick the present....the time is around 1215 afterwards,, then i observed it for another 5 min, then i left and back home lu.

Really hope you can get the present.

P.S. If you cannot get the present, i will buy one the same to you again, no need panic..hehe



DT

星期日檔案

Dear CC,

Last Sunday, i have a rare time i live alone.

To be experience your feelings on Sunday, i must be nothing to do, relax !!!

I watched a DVD, Wong Chi Wah, very good.. relaxing..

And then, i have nothing to do,, really many thought appeared in my mind, like a river running into the sea,,

But smartly, I can control my movement of my brain, i just think of the stuff i want to think,,,
Afterwards , around 15 minutes,, due to the bad weather,, i slept on the bed without fan and air conditioner,,... luckily,,,i slept around 30 min,, and then i went to Sham Shui Po lu...

But in Sham Shui Po again, i think of the scene we went to watch stuff last Dec, hahhaa..

Anyway, to be honest, it is a good time to have a thinking time, but let see how you think and in which angle you look at stuff.... right??

Hope you have a good Sunday every weekend.
Be a worryfree and restfree Sunday..

DT

CC要置業了

Dear CC,

Thanks for your sharing on your property buy plan.

From our chat, i know your requirement ,, hahaa.. it is similar to me..

A quiet, remote, have plants nearby suited me, i do think you have similar desire.

Specfially, to choose a flat to own is a hard decision especially for your new starting of new life.

Hopefully, you have plenty friends to assist your selections.


I kindly hope you can live in a big apartment with a lots of space for you to move.
Your selections place, i do think the crime rate is low, so you can live peacefully gei.


* i am not lucky as you, you know in my selection process, no one involved, just me and mother, and lastly for my real mum. And i am still young at that time, at that time, i do think it is a difficult and hard task, many pressure embeded. But when I am looking backwards, it is nice.
The meaning of nice is i dun think abt the decision is making good or not. I realised that i live good, at least i am lucky that i can take care of myself these two years and something !! you know my mum just visited me five times, i can calculated....hahaha.. 3 year 5 times..

*When i moved out from my Western District, in the packing of stuff process, I cried, the feeling is like i never can live with my parent, i need to learn to be independent, In my life, i never stay away with my mum, at that time, i am a very immature boy, mum knew that, I certainly knew that, And anyway afterwards, another tredgy happened , but i still survived, i am proud of myself...really i become a man then...

This remark is quoted for ah HIM, in your side, maybe he still immature, but until a day, he will realised that and become mature anyway, then like a butterfly, he will grow up and you can taste the good result...............

You have a kind heart in your body, and you deserve a good husband at least.

Ten years 's seed will finally become a strong tree, right?????

I am now ok just because i have some experience or some kind of suffering behind. And all the steps i bypassed faster than you. Although i like the part i have grown up,

Every coins must have two side, a mature character may have disadvantage,,,,,like become less aggressive, less advantageous, or less passion to love...

A young body character may have much energy onwards, give you surprise and give you some energy nei..

I am just a mature and old poor guy..hehee.

So again, hoping you have a good environment ahead, and share it with your best best friends like a lily r,, rubi r...your classmate in polyu r,, your neighbourhood r, your kindergarden teacher, your tung chung lover ,,,,,,your SSP colleagues r......

I can imagine it is good...........right??

Shortest distance

Dear CC,

Yesterday, our distance is the shortest when the satellite mode started.

We just have around 1km apart when you in Hung Hom.

You know i tried to look at the window from harbour front as you know I could see the restaurant, i certainly could not see your shadow as it is too far. Anyway, it made me smile.

And i haven't received such a call when you with HIM.

When i refreshed my memory,and it happened in your bday inter con buffet night,,and then it always happened in Jan 2009, when you with HIM, you always phoned me when you at the restaurant, dressing room, toilet,,,,and so do i. ahaha

Nothing lu..
520

Satellite Mode

Dear CC,

2/jul, after lunch at Sham Shui Po, the Satellite Mode started. Until today, it lasted for 24 day FULL lu..

This 24 days, to us, many changes happened in our affairs.

My initial thought is we cannot maintain our relationship well after my vacation.
At the day when I backed Hong Kong, silent mode was working.

I lasted for two days, i just think our relationship may deteriorate.

After that, although you have not say any of sweet stuff to me, but i do know that i am still in you mind. At least still share a part in your brain.

The conclusion afterwards is our heart still linked together , as i said before, CLD and DLC also.

Maybe your thought is right, our love relationship really tight. Why you have this thought nei, i think because i am always express my feeling towards you, and combined with your implicit feeling, you can run out that our relationship is tight.

When the silent mode and satellite mode is running, i paid attention on your wordings to me,( actually i always paid attention to you), this kind of enjoying your care is another enjoyment.

It is more than the words said.

As i think, no communication will ruin the relationship. But the conclusion is our chemistry still works.


The silent mode ended at 17 Jul, after a talked from 0200am to 0415am.

Now, the satellite mode is running, i agreed that it is a good translation. We still in love, but at least no physical contact may prevent some moral and ethical issue.

Sometimes, i will watch your photos if your image is not cleared in my mind, so i am not rushed to find a chance to meet you.

Sometimes,, maybe most of the time, i can talk to you through air, to share our life continuously.


In my childhood life, i dun think it is possible to love at a Satellite mode, your point is we still nothing change in the life, just a stop of physical contact.

But in my point of view, i do think that physical contact worth a lot in a love story. We can still live like this because externally, we knew that no physical contact is a norm in our matter. Internally, we knew each other well, we felt confidence on the maintaining of our love and we have consistently perform much tasks which will surprise ourselves.

Anyway,
Till now, nothing can stop us to love each other ........

I love you.

21/210

Dear CC,

We have 21 day no physical contact.. and we togethered for 210 day..

I just think it is magic.

If ten more this period recured again, it will equal to 210 day,, which means the duration of our affairs.

heheheee.

Who is my angel???

Dear CC,



This question was always questioned by myself during my school life.



Maybe at that time, my knowledge towards girl is limited. I am studied at boy school at 7 years.



So I just use my brain to figure out who is my angel..



Due to my lack of experience, i only can cover the girl which i saw in the TV , film, or in my primary life.



A angel image is built up around F3 to F4 , and it is a mix of TEACHER and some of my favourite TV actress like ah Yuen Kit Ying , Kwok Oi Ming, Leung Pui Wo...etc.



This image kept on brainstormed until i really got real touch of girl.



What is my angel look like nei,



She must be a weak look, and talkative, smile always, easy to communicate, love outdoor activities. low profile, dun too girlish, optimistic, and love me..hahhaa



In my teritary life, when i first get contact with girl, those criteria is throw behind lu.



Then i met my first GF, she r,,,,,not really that type....hahha



Then inbetween, i found that my angel was in On Yam in the year 2004. When i saw her,,,,my fantasy or my imagination blow..........maybe i think her too crazily, she was not as my expected, haaaa.. i dun know why i have such requirement....maybe i have few experience in meeting girl.

I am disappointed during the meeting,, but the fact is my criteria is not good at all, no manner, always say fault language, no good looking, no money, no passion, dun know how to treat girl well.

After the meeting, all my imagination towards my angel ended, although the way that i found her is very romantic.

Haaa.. in my brain, i no need to have a angel image lu.......

Afterwards, i met MOTHER and she got some criteria to be my angel gei...

and then my angel criteria changed.
1. younger than 25
2. cannot working in bank
3. long hair and big eye
4. tall
5. optional ( get a degree)

And then afterwards, i met HER, she had a good standard in terms of all kind of knowledge,, i am impressed. And suit the criteria.

And then and then afterwards, my original angel actually still exist......still in On Yam.........

Let me describe her,

She has a weak look,
She has a strong voice,
She is not girlish,
She is outgoing,
She is talkative,
she like smile ( at least to me)
She is low profile.
She is clean


About the weakness,
she lack of confidence.
she is pessimistic,
she had a dark shadow in her mind
she walked carelessly.
she weak on making decision

About how i suit her

I can give her almost she need
1. banking knowledge,
2. working knowledge.
3. mapping.
4. share and solve her problem
5. make decision for her
6. a safe feeling.
7. a planned life.
8. a scheduled life.
9. a healthy body
10. a support to her family.
11. study support.
12. emotional guidence
13. let her smile

Experience that can share with her
1. working
2. study
3. life
4. wedding plan


i can give her something without effort, Upon her request,, like
1. eat cake, go to cake shop
2. want the model of mobile, give her the exact model.

But only request can be made. I rarely know what she loves except the food.


How she match me,,
A. Provide surprise.
1. jelly,
2. honey water,
3.the lotion that cure tiredness.
4. bday present
5.the heart.
6. White undercover
7. sweet

B. Give me some funny stuff to reflect her low B mind.

C. Her personality
1. match me- the logic of thinking. the way to express love, the way to express anger, the way to draw conclusion, the way to communicate, the way to understand ppl, the way to think of ppl at the other side.

2. match me,,, no example, as it reflected on the daily life.

D. Maybe the sky let us have this encounter!!!!!!

She suddenly fallin my life, it is a gift from god.

To be true, have such a girl is really special, no matter it lasts forever or just flash in a moment.
The girl let me understand what is love and the express of love.

On your side, i think it is also amazing, it is very funny that i can almost give what u need, and give u all you can share with. I think although we met 7 seven month, but i do think i cannot use just 7 month to describe the feeling at the time with CC.

In all the wordings and all the typing, it normally describe the scene, and the reaction or some lighting effect which really cannot describe.

Hug, a simple hug will relieve all my pressure.
Kiss, it will trigger a feel of fortune, i never think of stop. Tell you, i always open eye when i kiss with other girl, but you,,,,,,,i just cannot open my eye as all the energy goes to my mouth.
Hold hands, another sparkling moment, although your hand is too matured....but still , it is wonderful. it feels like we are already together for a long time.

I really enjoy it... this three contact already planted in my mind deeply.

Those three contact is a implication of a sharing , i can feel your love, happy, worry inside.

CC, i am still happy for those time i had with you.

Maybe the limitation become a classic moment of us.

To be honest, to pull out from my heart indeed takes time,,,but i do put you in my heart,
to as a save copy of one of my memorable moment and the worryfree moment in my life.

My Angel, hope you life well , it is my true wish.

My wedding dream

Dear CC,

Dun misunderstand my title again, just i just dreamed of my wedding day last night.

It just a wedding morning, i have casual chat with my parents, and i just wear a short without a clothes.

Father cooked me a bfast, and mum kept on contacting the relatives.

Some of my brotherhood is waiting at my house, to share their wedding experiences.

Very funny, you also at my house (maybe the scene is my parent's house)

I just know i dun want to think of or imagine the night afterwards.

And it is weird, you and my mother kept on teach me how to show a natural smile pos,

and said you must use this smile throughout the wedding night r.

And i just concerned how many suits i need to change and what shoes i need to wear.

Dream and dream, i woke up,,,,,,have a little frightened feelings..haahha

That's all for my dream... just a dream only.........

DT

明明是個可憐人 竟可憐人

Dear CC,

Today we talked a lot, like in the past. My mood kept OK.

Do u know what is the title means?

When i off work, i talked with ah Kei.

He want me to share the experience of CLD.

I told what is happening between DT and CC, and as a outsider, quantitatively, the time really much. We kept on talk talk talk everyday, from Morning, after breakfast, before lunch, in the lunch, after lunch, after the trading hour, before working hours, after working hours.

As a outsider, I think we are sticky. But we have no clues on who is headed each other.

As a outsider, what the hell we are talking nei,, always talk and talk, meet and meet.

Maybe it is a magic.

Today CC's mood quite good, but i know it is a debt, it needed to be return.

Ho the debt return time is faster, maybe i should give her more wealth.

520, heheee. It is worth 160,000 pound , but it needed to be talked by mouth, and face to face.

I cannot do that,,But still hope can return some of her debt.

CC r,,can talk to you and share with you really is a amazing stuff.

You can cure my tiredness.

And dunno why, your nose always have problem before answering my phone, and during the phone,,,you will recover .......funny.funny.

Good night CC.

I sleep earlier because i want to cook myself a instant noodle tomorrow if i wake up early,, to eat the "lunch meat".hehee

細味戀愛感覺 our 7th month

Dear CC,

From last night's talk, i raise out the point that your love altitude towards me is far beyond to my expectation from your love. You always express to me implicitly and privately.

In our active stage, i cannot feel much, i always talk and talk, seemed i am the one always miss u and love you.

In this passive stage, the story is reverse. My feel is more deep

Let's describe here, my feel towards you is like wind. It is not always happened. But when the wind come, i must be feel it, more than it is only a small breeze and strong wind.


The description of wind means it happened naturally. In order to be implicit and private, you will not do it with intention.

CC, i know you love me in a very extent, i can feel it.

And to say again why i love you much, maybe your indepth thought inspire me. Your 認真altitude to treat me and my true behaviour towards you is the element of the maintenance of our love.

From DT 19/7/2009

CLD and 2 week no see you lu

Dear CC,

I finally confirmed you have access this blog.

I am afraid that when i received the letter, i cannot contact you, so i ask it in advance.

Today is 2 week no see you lu.

I think it is a record, and i do think the record still will be broken.

Two week no see each other, it really like we live in different place, i live in moon, you live in earth..

In the first two day, i cannot access you, i experienced your feeling that when i in Japan, the feeling is not good, but i want to share your experiences.

Our relationship will tune up soon. Actually, although it needs time to settle, but the heart still LINKED to you, it is liked CLD,,,,,,,,,,,,,CC linked to DT,,,

But ok gei, i take your advices previously, all my expression will be expressed in a private way,

Try to dun disturb other by showing some positive emtion,,right/?

Anyway,,, CLD,,,,,,,,,,

and 360,,

DT

生活

Dear CC,

I today sin read your notes from the white t-shirt.

Thanks again for the t-shirt sin.

Your notes make me think of another aspect of life. It is called 生活

CC soon will have a new kind of life.
I really hope that she will happy and life peacefully and romantically.

In all my blogs, i have no mentioned about this kind of life.

CC's princess life will start soon, new house, new rules , new wishes, all is new...

Your partner will change from your mum to your husband.

It need times to settle. But i do think the process is interesting.

CC will be the mastress of their new house, with good cartoon decoration, and all the thing will in good order.

CC, you have so many good friends, they can surely help you to finish all the stuff.


In my knowledge of CC, CC like thing to be done and prepared , CC just like to comment and comment, to be a real real princess, just use her finger to point point people to do thing for her.

Unluckily, DT cannot be born to serve you...

Anyway,, you live happy, i will be happy too.

Dun worry, be happy..

Try to share all the stuff with your husband and friends, then your temper will be better.

I really know your situation is indeed busy,,,,although i dunno why you need to always busy ??

But this stage is the MOST important stage for a couple, building a couple life, building a sweet home, building love nest.. building a couple identity,

The process is enjoyable than everything.

Enjoy your both contribution..!!

Cheers.

although, still I love you.

Thought in the morning

Dear CC,

These day after the trip, i woke up early. Maybe i slept early at night, so i will wake early in the morning.

Last night, my mum asked me our status again.

You know she has some thought with you.. it is very amazing.

She said HIM did nothing wrong, although lack of communication, but already commited the marriage, no other choice.

But she is reminded that if CC got any trouble afterwards in the later life, CC may regret. But she self answered to herself, it is the way CC chose.

Maybe you are really a normal girl, easy to think of your thought and your situation.

And my mum mentioned that presently my Dad acted like ah HIM, lack of communication, just like a partner at home......

But anyway la,, during our love, the most important element for love is maintenance and true communication.

So i think you can force your partner to get more communication, then it will be ok..

anyway... i love you............CC>>>>>>>>>

DT

Your Voice

Dear CC,

Today i heard your voice from your phone call to encourage me for the interview. I really hope that the new position can be successful la.

I can hear your yelling today,, the feeling very funny.

Tonight, i talked with you for a long time again, very relaxing.

I try to express to you later la.
My mum's leg is better la.

Today you off office so late, you try to rest more la.

I talked here again, dun try to run fast on the street, if not your clothes and including your bra will be wet....then you will get cold again in the air-condition place.

I back Tsing Yi la.

Sovenir sent out

Dear CC,

I today sent out three stuff to you.

The first one, is a manual van
the second one is one PRETZ stick, i know you must like this one.
The third one is three umbrella, you choose one and then choose another one for your mum, and left one to me ,,,ok?

And you still have a sovenir on my hand, dunno whether i can give you face to face nei

DT

A morning Call

Dear CC,

Sorry for making a morning call to you.

When i hear yr voice, i shocked, i really really really really long time long time no hear your voice softly.

Miss you much when hear your voice,

I tell you here what i bought for my Mum la.

A package of BlueBerry pills, a key ring, and a box of biscuit.

My month swollened, dunno why,, i am now like a 一孖香腸

I backed to my study la.

Working Afternoon

Dear CC,

This afternoon, i worked very hard to complete certain tasks. I ate your sweets, and watched your photos.

The feeling is quite complicated. We both in Hong Kong, but we lived like in the prison, we have no voice communication....

I insisted not phoning you because i think it is good for you....

In my spare time, my brain will tune to think of you,,,

When i think of you, i wil look at the Ding Dong, and Ding Ling.

When i think of you, my eye will have a little bit wet....

When i think of you, my heart beat will increase,

When i think of you, my bealth cannot be done smoothly,

Until your image in my mind blur...( you know keeping on thinking one person, the person 's look will blur after sometimes)

Is it the meaning of missing??

Am i miss CC?

When i think of CC's funny behaviour, i will smile and stop thinking to back on my work..

CC, again I love you.

Love from Parent

Dear CC,

Last night, I backed home to eat with Mum, mum cooked a good food ( chicken wing ) to me, she seemed happy that i backed home. I have heard that her left leg is injured during the fixing of my sister's room in the few days later.

She travalled alone to Causeway Bay with her sister last week to consult the doctor. She walked and walked to the bus station ..........

A scene in my mind for her injured walk was shock me, I have a sense that my mother become old, as time grow.

Then we talked in the entire dinner. The topic is regarding to my Japan trip and CC.

SHe ask me what is your response for receiving those letter?? I mentioned to her that i dunno. But it is not positive. I received no response from CC actually.

In the talk, my heart feel warmth, in the casual chat, I can express freely myself without hiding my mood. I know that my mum suffered much from the injury, i may take one NP to take care her. My heart feel a little bit better upon talking with mum.

When i have this idea to mum, she said that is it another excuse for meeting CC?
I replied no la... really want to spare some times with you at the time you need me.

Maybe in the past ten days, i only talked to HER, and the communication just very surfacing.
It is different, It is not available to talk with my love and in the talk of Mum, it is very relieving.
The feeling is very good.....and heart feel a little bit warmth.hehee

By the way,I bought a t-shirt for Dad also , he keep on converting the Yen price into HKD price, hahaa

Upon the dinner, my mum said my "so" is nice..so funny.. and ask me to keep it..

I try to find a chance to show to CC sin

CC, i love you.

DT

My first working in July

Dear CC,

Today is my first working in July, the feeling is excited, everything seemed new to me, and you know when i on the lift in H.O, i need to think about one second to press my floor.

When i back to my desk, i was notified that i have a meeting at 0900, the meeting ok la, i have some duties on hand, but today i cannot share with CC, CC is sick again, and seemed serious, hope she recovered soon.

At lunch, i went to "Wing On " to watch CC's biscuit, no stock again. The biscuit is like CC, always unavailable....hahaa

I backed to desk and see CC's sick message, i am a little bit upset, but suen la, i am helpless in this situation.

I have one scenario, worth to mention here.

When i in Japan, HER had argument with some local people, and the truth is belonged to HER.
But i try to close the argument by taking HER out of the scenario.
The taking her out of the scene because i thought the peace is a way to solve the problem , that 's all.

I have another inspiration on the love affair.

For HER, it is just merely a maintenance of life, no much color , just everything in order in ok.

For CC. if the case is you, I will try to speak out in your side, to defend you until the end.

Maybe life is just no much color, just "everything ok" is ok..

ahahaa

Anyway, this scenario made me think of yr woo yee hop playground 's incident, ( a man keep on watch you and your body and HIM just say just ignore the man is ok..)

ahahaaa

IDD call

Dear CC,

Last night, i phoned you in the IDD booth, you know i am too too nervous about the calling, i have typed incorrectly for the userID for twice.

And for the first time, unluckily, it is going to your voice box, i left the message and then left the box, i thought again that we really cannot connect so easily, maybe it is the destiny.

After some step walked out from the booth, i backed to the booth and think any stuff need to be find myself,,,, so i can phone you anyway..and talk to you afterwards,

Maybe we can choose our way of living...

I will back soon.

hehee.

BB small penguin,

Energetic

Dear CC,

Just want to talk to you, when i talked to you,, my sore throat suddenly recover la.

thanks you.

DT

DT's voice

It is really happy and surprise that can hear your voice at the far part of the world..

And it is surprise for us that i get connected with my most love girl for so many day,, i miss you.

My voice maybe really serious as i really not talk so long.

And hear that you still sick,,, i feel a little bit unhappy,, you eat more good nutrient food la.

ANd i want to say one thing,,, one week without me,,, you still sick,, so it is none of my business to your health la...joking ja.hahahkaka

Although i not hear your voice for a long time, still,, you are clear in my mind,,,,u still my little penguin, i have see japan TV ,, so upload it for you to see your friends.

GOod sleep and enjoy the Sunday ahead.

I have billions of words want to ask you and want to say to you r..

I will arrive hong kong at 1900,, try to phone you at that time la.

Dream

Dear CC,

Dunno whether you have accessed this blog la,,

You know i have 80% dream of hong kong ,,,and around 60% of the dream, you appeared,,

For the decision tree, can you tell what is the probability of seeing you in the dream nei..???

It is just a 5 mark question.

And in the dream, you didn't receive all my letter , you just got two of it..

and then you certainly dunno the blog..

it is not good..

my holiday will ended soon la.

This two day is holiday,, you must be busy again and again.

But now is Jul, you will settle all soon gala.

And you have a good fan (panda) to help you ma,,,

Anyway, keep a good mood,, the body will be better..

Suen Wai Ling, i want to say again,, I love you.我愛你.

DT

A week without You

Dear CC,

Today is i totally loss voice and face contact for a week la.

Time is running fast for me in my area as i am in holiday.

I imagined the scenario that you encountered in Korea, the scene that you try to phone me at your limited free time. I know you really love me not at a casual manner.

You know maybe i am in a self-travel, i need to plan and plan all the time except the sunbath session, so i really no chance to find you ( maybe i want to leave you more text or the scenario is changed).

Today morning, I am thinking the question again, how much i miss you??

The extent of missing is like,, when i see something maybe related you,,, or just a female stuff like toys ,, clothes,, i will try to fit your body whether it is suit you or not..

It is the begining ,, and after several days, i just think i can bring you here to look and choose freely with holding your hand,,,

CC,, miss you.

Hong kong is very hot, as a small penguin, hope you can survive still la..

have u watch the DVD nei,

YOu still tired or not nei..

YOu still miss me or not nei

You receive my letter or not nei

You have bad temper situation or not nei

My second thought

Dear CC,

Do u know what is the reason for meeting a new GF,,

The reason is very low B, i just want to learn thing from them.

For my first GF, i learned how is girl look like and she is a typical girl,, so i know man and woman are really different,,

For mother, i learned how to do thing in a organise way and how to treat thing seriously,,,,

For HER, i learned the travel aspect and art aspect.


For CC, I learned how to be a romantic person, I can use the above three techique to treat you well. You know at last in my life, i dun need to learn ,,,,,i just deliver what CC needed..

Because it is called 愛情,,

CC i really love you,,

HK is very hot now,, dunnno how you live nei..

and how is your business nei..

I go sightseeing again,,

talk later.

I made in the beach

Dear CC,

I made those for you when i in the beach, these day, although i can online, but i need to busy on planing ,so no time to write here.

I have two aspect want to share with you.

For the first one,

You know ma,, i thought again and again,, you have another criteria that is not fall in my checklist.

It is your education,,hahaa.. you know , dunno why , i am not keen on communicate with ppl with non=University guaduate, the reason is not because i am囂張,, it is because i am afraid that i cannot communicate with them easily, but when the time passed, this criteria is eased lu,,

hehee

Dunno whether you receive my ongoing letter or not,,

and do u try to send email to my company email account nei..hahha...

You will receive my third letter soon

Dear CC.

Really happy that you get my second letter, u hv received my letter daily, it is very good..

I would like you to be with you when i am not in hong kong, this is my process.

Upon you receive my another letter , i tell you how i get this method to excite you la..ok?

In my trip, in my afternoon sunbath, i find out the truth of love....

When i slept and face the sun, at the time between the dream and reality, i figure out that what is couple love and what is couple life...


To make it simple, i assumed we are true love,,,,
and i and her just a couple,,

i can realised that what is the difference and how it affect the real life.


first of all, for true love, we know ,,without any purpose, we just saw each other :s eye or face will happy eventally, for the happy sharing for instance, it will double our happiness.

When another one encounter problem,,,, we will both sort it out easily..

And when other one busy,, we will try to make another one happy or do something to relieve it ..

It is the meaning of the real life and the definition of romance.


For the couple, for instance,, i can see many couple travel to try to get out from their boring rountine life, in the new site travel or new encounter, the couple must be very exciting,, to try to maintain their relationship,, it is true,, and it is work..]

but the problem will happen if one have problem, or one is busy, the other one may just sit and wait,,,, or have some excuse to say i am busy also la... i dun know how to solve the problem la...

so quarrel will be come out...

If the couple have good personallity, like you and ah him, the problem will be sorted out and solved easily.. but it is not the element of love....but it is a life....

And tell you another stuff, last time i have mentioned that if you and mother have the perfect scenario,,,, who will i chose to live forever,,, i have the ans now,,,,the one is you,, but given in any of your scenario,, not just your perfect scenario,, you know the one who the partner love will not care much her /his outlook, just she live happily and healthier or not..

so hope you have a happy and healthier life la...

To be honest,, to meet you and to this scenario,,, i am happy in all the circumstance because you teach me how is love,,, how is love can be present,,,,

Like,,,, i never to so so much romantic,,,,, or ( in your sense) it is not....

anyway,,we still did not have some day that is worryfree,, i am wondering,,, if we can really share our experience,, happenings, your family stuff, and my family stuff, what will be like that nei...

Again,, I love You CC,

Shoppin day

Dear CC,

Today very sunshine, i joined the local tour, to travel some historial site, u know i always fall asleep in the coach,, and whenever i slept, i backed hk, and the scene is i am talking to you,,hahaha.. when i woke, the physical location is in japan..hahaa

Then i went to shopping, i bought three shirt and one shit,, very cheap, less than 2000 hkd

Last night, when i slept, in the dream, i am in hong kong,,,,early redemption nei..


Tomorrow will be a working day again, dunno whether your rest is ok or not nei..

tomoorrow may be cannot leave message here,, as i will go to two day beach resort... maybe talk on wednesday night la..

heheee

360..

First letter received

Dear CC,

Happy that you get my first letter, still more letter to come.

I today visit Ocean Park there , i remembered the scene that i with you in hk ocean park.

and i bought you one gift, will buy another tomorrow.

I love you..
heheee

Last Last message to you before leaving home

Dear CC,

Just want to say , i miss you much, i want the partner is you.

If you ask me how much i miss you,,

the ans is your image appeared to me in every single and resting moment in my eye.

hahaa.

i will leave home soon,, let me pack my stuff sin..

My last typing in Hong Kong

Hey, now is 0200 lu,, i will sleep soon, before the trip, i have no much too think, as i am tired in football and work, i just wish to have a relax trip, i realised the trip will be without you, it will be a good test or a cruel test to both of us.

I am now re-watch the blog,, it called DT and CC countdown, what is the meaning nei,, is it counted to be another start,, or mei nei,,

And these days, although you are busying on other stuff, but our communication time is much, although it become a purely sharing partner, the romantic scene is less, but ok gei,, u are busy ma,,

Dunno whether you will watch the Before sunset nei,

i am really afraid i missed some important document or money to the trip,,

but anyway,,it is fine,,,i hope you will fine too..

Finished all my writing

I nearly finished all the stuff, you know CC, i use much time to do the stuff for you, hope you like it la..

Before hand, you mentioned that my heart is not with you these day, actually, you are right, my heart is not with you, but my mind and my thought is surely be with you.

My mini-project is not perfect, only wordings, no picture,,,,,and i do hope that you understand i have put efforts,,and i dunno it is my last one or not...


In the project making process, i cried in making those topic, i cried just because i am happy,, many scenario,,,,many many many,,,

When i said to you that i backed hunghom, i really back hunghom, but i keep on write and write,,,think and think , draft and draft, like yesterday, like today,, i truly want to express my hunger to be with you...
I do hope that i can be with you in our life in any means....

Lastly, hope you enjoyed all my writings....

n needless to say,, i Miss You Always..

really. although i haven't mentioned it in the letter..

Adding a Page

I didn't posted anything here, as i have no time to use the PC, and i thought abt using a page to describe the coincidence, i hope it can make it more complete.

The deadline is approached , and it is very contradict, in the one hand, i would like to work it concentrate, but i dun want to miss the time when i with CC,

i need to figure out more stuff today... maybe i use the office hour to complete it .

ok.. i do stuff sin..

report to here later.

First two pages and envelope

I wake at 0700 today, to start my work, actually the content is indeed fruitful, i need to extract out those content to be included or not...

Working in the morning is good, to have some air to breath, the first ,second page is finished.

Today i will write the envelope first,,,,,,,to try to surprise CC more.

I need to bath and then work la.

Talk tomorrow la..

My feeling is indeed happy in the creation process,,

heheeee

10 comic page

DT have drafted ten pages of comic,,,,with cartoon's style.

one month one page from 20081219, and then 3 pages is our past,, 1 pages is our future..

I will start to write the content ...

I today see CC again,,,, in the GYM,, and pui her back home..hehee

I kindly hope that i can finish it on time.

Countdown

The reason for creating this blog is to record my thought towards CC.

I prepared a comic before i went to Japan.

Hopefully CC will happy.

My draft is like this, i will think around 10 topic and try to present it in a comic format, to make a conclusion..haha... and summary for us.

Whatever our love 's ending is good or bad, it is memorable..

Our story come through my 30 bday, hahaa.. guy had not much 10 years.

I try to present to you that 1/2 year,,,,,may outweight 10 years.

My motto is i won't compete with others in love affairs, i just present truly to my lover.

I will draft it tomorrow.. write more tomorrow.

Today i talked a lot and saw CC at night.