6 scenario of love missing feeling

Dear CC,

I have catergorized four scenario in the missing feeling.

1. both not change the feeling, both still think the half is consistant.
2. both not change the feeling, but A or B think the half is inconsistant.
3. A change the feeling, B think A is consistant.
4. A change the feeling, A think B is consistant.
5. Both change the feeling, A think B is consistant.
6. Both change the feeling, both think others is inconsistant.

You know ma, I always have the second scenario.
But when the time passed, i changed to the first scenario. ( it is the point where you mentioned our bond is very tight)

But now, what stage are we nei..

hehe

CC . I love you.

思路

Dear CC,



In the begining of our love affair, i found that i always lag behind your thought. You feeling will always leads me ..both happy or sad feeling.......



I am interesting and think for a long time for the reason behind, until i got your letter regarding to the MOBILE.



From the mobile letter, i kindly noticed that actually, you really always think of me.



The mobile indeed is a good vehicle to be tasted our text, image and our beloved songs....



N i can imagine your finger always pointed to the keys and refresh what happened surrounded us....



Upon this point, i know why you always think ahead of me, it is because you have more time to generate some new findings or new thought.. i know you always thinking of me at your idle time, maybe in the sofa, in the bed, orrrrrrrr....

And these days, i am much free and can think more of you always. to taste your feelings, to miss you, to smile at what happened before,

At street, i will think of you when encountering some of the stuff that related to you.

So , to conclude, our way of thinking towards our love affair is the same, but the pace is different all the times depends on our availablility of thinking.....hahahaha.

Anyway, again, I LOVE YOU.

Three heart

Dear CC, three heart may represent our three stage of love.

First stage,
20081219 to 20090219
Second stage
20091219 to 20090719
Third stage
20090719 to 20090919

It is quite special that we can encounter the difference in each stage,,the feeling is special and memorable. Not a few words can describe accurately.

What is our next stage nei... again time will prove everything for us.

We know god or some power will guide our way,, you are right, let the time go.............

Thanks you CC

失落 Part 2

Dear CC,

I know you have a question on your mind, given my dating history, you must be defined me as a flower heart and romantic person.

hahaa... it is a good guess.

To be honest, who dun want to be a girl that live forever ga/???

First of all, i explained to you my living rationale, (maybe you already familar with, as i am not a person that hard to deal with right)

For the first girl friend, it is merely a puppy love, the puppy in my sense that i never seemed to care abt and look after and treat girl well........So in the first two years, it is my time to explore girl,,,,, but to be honest,, when the time and the culture kept on changing,,,,i learned from all of the daily life and found that i and she is not match.......hahaa.. that's it.......

You may ask why............... it is just beause .you cannot simply just argue all the day... just because some of the sequence of the wordings, some of my action or .......maybe i dun want to settle all the stuff with her.... so that's all..kaakkaaa..


For the second girl friend, she was my angel.....i like what of her stuff,,,,from the experience, i know how to give other's safety , i learn to listen, i learned to care, i learned to spare time,,, but ......hahah....my angel thought that i was one of her relatives.....and betrayed me...but i can resist her.....but just for one time.......

For the third girl friend, we two started very fast,,,,,and I can said i need a partner in my life and i have a new house......a new life......She came in a good timing, and her background also make her attractive, her independence. her way of thought, her job knowledge.....hahaaa

But all the process came in a express way,,, but given my intelligence,,, i digested her with a short time.......and found that no spark remained...........maybe this quick affair should be ended....

But given my personality, i will not dumped a girl without a good reason...



What i got from them nei.

For the first one, i learned how to control my temper, l learned how to sort all the stuff in other ( greatly improved my study progress). I learned how to respect their family. . i learn how to look after a girl,,,,,i learn how to say words.......and to be honest... i did all the stuff in my kind heart.

Fir the second one, i learned how to smile when seeing her... i learned how to study seriously. i learned how to think at other's position.. i learned how to have a good sex.. i learned what is meant by subjective thinking. i learn the importance of responsibility.

For the third one, i learned what is art,, i learn the compeition between man and woman, learned how to lie.....



For you............i learned a little.. but i did a lot.

1. Use my true heart,, but not to disturb your life.
2. Be honest all the time.
3. Did as it said it from the mouth
4. Have a good memory to you ( it is merely from feelin only , it cannot be learned)
5. Create a little bit surprise.( perform in a good way is romance, perform in a bad way is mo liu)
It is merely from my feeling only..
6.Dun show tiredness at you... even you are tired. ( it is merely controlled by my feeling only)
7.Be a scheduled person....
8. Be a person that the knowledge can cover you..( i just can cover your a bit in many aspect)


DT

失落 Part 1

Dear CC,



We both enjoyed our post-typhoon day,,,,We lived like a real couples...



And I have one points to mention, i am quite frustrated and touching when i brought you home.



You know ma, your day is come, and i feel so so frustrated,,,,



because seemed i just borrowed you from a library, and the return day is soon approached, and i must return the book as the other will buyout the book.......



I feel frustrated,,,,....we try to put all our energy to this affair, to this resultless affair......



The case is complicated,,, i choose you not because of just feeling, just your outlook, your outfit, your family background, your character or sex....



The point i choose you just to give you some kinds of protection, safety and happiness, i know i can do it..and in a long run....we have a great picture. And the point is i love to do it.



We have no longer childhood, given our indepth experience and logical thinking, we dun like short term relation,,,,,but the situation is I entered into a library, you are the book i loved...



To own you,, i just can keep on renew,,,,,or just steal it.... I just can choose the upper choice as i dun want to break the law...



So the return day is approached.. .............. can i renew it still?



DT

Any checkbox still unclick?

Dear CC,

I have checked out some secret file, i found something interesting,

Dating aspect

In the dating file, i think we did almost 100%, all the activities, trips, movie, share happiness ,sadness, trouble stuff, sport, watch sunset, walk beach, watch me play soccer, lesson together, single k, and happy meal x many times.........hahahaa

Couple aspect.

In the couple file, i think we did almost 100% including my dreams.
um,,,,cooking foods r,, enjoy DVD at home r, sing karoke at home r,share all the stuff r, to try to cure your illness r, to do massage r, to kiss r, to touch r,, and to xxx r,,,,

But still, the most importantly,, i haven't do some 孝順 stuff to your mother, except just gave her some pills for the muscule enhancement. As i know, you treatment to your mother is the best, i also want to share this stuff with you.

I know your present personality is come from your good personality from yr mother. So your mother must be a good person to respect. I know if i respect your mother well, the feeling is like i treat you well because you will feel the happiness also.....

I think on the other hand, the reverse is true. I also do the task which followed by mother's advice and route, so if you treat her well, so i will enjoyed too........

One thing also miss out, we have not sleep overnight,, but nearly talk overnight both on the phone and in On Yam.......

如果你要我揀多次,,我都會行呢段難..
你話呢段算苦戀ma? 我只可以說我未試過咁甜既野...

DT