失落 Part 2

Dear CC,

I know you have a question on your mind, given my dating history, you must be defined me as a flower heart and romantic person.

hahaa... it is a good guess.

To be honest, who dun want to be a girl that live forever ga/???

First of all, i explained to you my living rationale, (maybe you already familar with, as i am not a person that hard to deal with right)

For the first girl friend, it is merely a puppy love, the puppy in my sense that i never seemed to care abt and look after and treat girl well........So in the first two years, it is my time to explore girl,,,,, but to be honest,, when the time and the culture kept on changing,,,,i learned from all of the daily life and found that i and she is not match.......hahaa.. that's it.......

You may ask why............... it is just beause .you cannot simply just argue all the day... just because some of the sequence of the wordings, some of my action or .......maybe i dun want to settle all the stuff with her.... so that's all..kaakkaaa..


For the second girl friend, she was my angel.....i like what of her stuff,,,,from the experience, i know how to give other's safety , i learn to listen, i learned to care, i learned to spare time,,, but ......hahah....my angel thought that i was one of her relatives.....and betrayed me...but i can resist her.....but just for one time.......

For the third girl friend, we two started very fast,,,,,and I can said i need a partner in my life and i have a new house......a new life......She came in a good timing, and her background also make her attractive, her independence. her way of thought, her job knowledge.....hahaaa

But all the process came in a express way,,, but given my intelligence,,, i digested her with a short time.......and found that no spark remained...........maybe this quick affair should be ended....

But given my personality, i will not dumped a girl without a good reason...



What i got from them nei.

For the first one, i learned how to control my temper, l learned how to sort all the stuff in other ( greatly improved my study progress). I learned how to respect their family. . i learn how to look after a girl,,,,,i learn how to say words.......and to be honest... i did all the stuff in my kind heart.

Fir the second one, i learned how to smile when seeing her... i learned how to study seriously. i learned how to think at other's position.. i learned how to have a good sex.. i learned what is meant by subjective thinking. i learn the importance of responsibility.

For the third one, i learned what is art,, i learn the compeition between man and woman, learned how to lie.....



For you............i learned a little.. but i did a lot.

1. Use my true heart,, but not to disturb your life.
2. Be honest all the time.
3. Did as it said it from the mouth
4. Have a good memory to you ( it is merely from feelin only , it cannot be learned)
5. Create a little bit surprise.( perform in a good way is romance, perform in a bad way is mo liu)
It is merely from my feeling only..
6.Dun show tiredness at you... even you are tired. ( it is merely controlled by my feeling only)
7.Be a scheduled person....
8. Be a person that the knowledge can cover you..( i just can cover your a bit in many aspect)


DT