Who is my angel???

Dear CC,



This question was always questioned by myself during my school life.



Maybe at that time, my knowledge towards girl is limited. I am studied at boy school at 7 years.



So I just use my brain to figure out who is my angel..



Due to my lack of experience, i only can cover the girl which i saw in the TV , film, or in my primary life.



A angel image is built up around F3 to F4 , and it is a mix of TEACHER and some of my favourite TV actress like ah Yuen Kit Ying , Kwok Oi Ming, Leung Pui Wo...etc.



This image kept on brainstormed until i really got real touch of girl.



What is my angel look like nei,



She must be a weak look, and talkative, smile always, easy to communicate, love outdoor activities. low profile, dun too girlish, optimistic, and love me..hahhaa



In my teritary life, when i first get contact with girl, those criteria is throw behind lu.



Then i met my first GF, she r,,,,,not really that type....hahha



Then inbetween, i found that my angel was in On Yam in the year 2004. When i saw her,,,,my fantasy or my imagination blow..........maybe i think her too crazily, she was not as my expected, haaaa.. i dun know why i have such requirement....maybe i have few experience in meeting girl.

I am disappointed during the meeting,, but the fact is my criteria is not good at all, no manner, always say fault language, no good looking, no money, no passion, dun know how to treat girl well.

After the meeting, all my imagination towards my angel ended, although the way that i found her is very romantic.

Haaa.. in my brain, i no need to have a angel image lu.......

Afterwards, i met MOTHER and she got some criteria to be my angel gei...

and then my angel criteria changed.
1. younger than 25
2. cannot working in bank
3. long hair and big eye
4. tall
5. optional ( get a degree)

And then afterwards, i met HER, she had a good standard in terms of all kind of knowledge,, i am impressed. And suit the criteria.

And then and then afterwards, my original angel actually still exist......still in On Yam.........

Let me describe her,

She has a weak look,
She has a strong voice,
She is not girlish,
She is outgoing,
She is talkative,
she like smile ( at least to me)
She is low profile.
She is clean


About the weakness,
she lack of confidence.
she is pessimistic,
she had a dark shadow in her mind
she walked carelessly.
she weak on making decision

About how i suit her

I can give her almost she need
1. banking knowledge,
2. working knowledge.
3. mapping.
4. share and solve her problem
5. make decision for her
6. a safe feeling.
7. a planned life.
8. a scheduled life.
9. a healthy body
10. a support to her family.
11. study support.
12. emotional guidence
13. let her smile

Experience that can share with her
1. working
2. study
3. life
4. wedding plan


i can give her something without effort, Upon her request,, like
1. eat cake, go to cake shop
2. want the model of mobile, give her the exact model.

But only request can be made. I rarely know what she loves except the food.


How she match me,,
A. Provide surprise.
1. jelly,
2. honey water,
3.the lotion that cure tiredness.
4. bday present
5.the heart.
6. White undercover
7. sweet

B. Give me some funny stuff to reflect her low B mind.

C. Her personality
1. match me- the logic of thinking. the way to express love, the way to express anger, the way to draw conclusion, the way to communicate, the way to understand ppl, the way to think of ppl at the other side.

2. match me,,, no example, as it reflected on the daily life.

D. Maybe the sky let us have this encounter!!!!!!

She suddenly fallin my life, it is a gift from god.

To be true, have such a girl is really special, no matter it lasts forever or just flash in a moment.
The girl let me understand what is love and the express of love.

On your side, i think it is also amazing, it is very funny that i can almost give what u need, and give u all you can share with. I think although we met 7 seven month, but i do think i cannot use just 7 month to describe the feeling at the time with CC.

In all the wordings and all the typing, it normally describe the scene, and the reaction or some lighting effect which really cannot describe.

Hug, a simple hug will relieve all my pressure.
Kiss, it will trigger a feel of fortune, i never think of stop. Tell you, i always open eye when i kiss with other girl, but you,,,,,,,i just cannot open my eye as all the energy goes to my mouth.
Hold hands, another sparkling moment, although your hand is too matured....but still , it is wonderful. it feels like we are already together for a long time.

I really enjoy it... this three contact already planted in my mind deeply.

Those three contact is a implication of a sharing , i can feel your love, happy, worry inside.

CC, i am still happy for those time i had with you.

Maybe the limitation become a classic moment of us.

To be honest, to pull out from my heart indeed takes time,,,but i do put you in my heart,
to as a save copy of one of my memorable moment and the worryfree moment in my life.

My Angel, hope you life well , it is my true wish.